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[Sep. 8th, 2009|12:45 am] |
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| | regina spektor-us | ] |
i forgot i had this thing.
i don't think anyone reads these anymore. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2009|07:05 pm] |
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| | my room. | ] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | mgmt-time to pretend | ] |
new years was fun. i've made some positive changes since then. i'm back to school and that's going great. i've been working out with my personal trainer and doing a cycling class, i feel a lot better getting into shape and being active. the family life is better but still not great, but whatever i've got plans and i'm not going to let them hold me back. as soon as that nursing degree is in my hands i am long gone, no matter what. i'm moving back into my apartment till june when the lease is up and once that day comes i plan on being self centered for awhile. as in, focus on me and do what makes me happy for once, and stop letting other people get in the way, it's time to get move on, i feel like i've been stuck in this rut for years and it's time to get out. and that's all i have to say. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2008|06:50 pm] |
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happy new years!
lots of changes have been happening lately,
so i'm pretty excited to see what 2009 brings.
cheers : ) |
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[Nov. 28th, 2008|10:03 pm] |
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| | muse-new born | ] |
got a new tattoo tonight,
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[Nov. 23rd, 2008|02:08 pm] |
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hahahahaha
this cracks me up. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2008|06:05 pm] |
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| | eisley-i wasn't prepared | ] |
today is national survivors of suicide day.
so um, i survived? go me.
no but seriously, i just found out that today is that day from the twloha myspace, and i love twloha by the way, it always makes me happy to see people come together and work together just to make others lives a little happier. there is some good in the world. but it does make sad to think that SO many people out there are miserable enough that we have to have groups like twloha, we need counselers and physchitrists and drugs, and not only do we need them but we have to pay big bucks for them. how awesome is that? pay for your happiness. i wish life wasn't so hard to the point where people think they have no way out but suicide, why? why does it even get to that point? and when it does, so many people are blind and ignorant to it. " you'll be fine " which in some cases yeah, these days people are tough and they keep going, but what about the people who aren't so tough and really need help but they are so sad they don't have the will power to ask, or no one takes the time to understand them and recognize they need help. like a friend of nate's who recently committed suicide, he was depressed for a long time and he tried to get help but his parents didn't pay any attention to it so what did he do? he shot himself in the head, and who found him? his parents. i guess they're listening now. i don't really know where i'm going with this, i guess i just wanted to say suicide is a big deal. it's an awful struggle to the bitter end for the person who commits suicide and it is even worse for the families of that person, as a "survivor" i guess i would know, it's coming on 15 years since my dad took his life and i still struggle with it EVERY DAY, even after all this time in fact i don't think i'll really ever get over it so if we have a whole myspace group, millions of jobs, and even a day dedicated to it then it's obviously a problem. it's common sense, or atleast to me that life is hard, be kind no matter how rude someone may be, swallow your pride and be nice, it goes a long way. you have no idea what that person is going through or has gone through so give them a break. i mean really that's all we can do. give what we have in our hearts and hope for the best. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2008|11:27 pm] |
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i swear i'm not going to complain in this entry. haha.
i'm getting this for christmas, well something like this except it's going to start on my foot and "grow" up my leg, i already have a tat on that same foot that it will flow with and i'm gonna add some lyrics to it and such to make it my own, idk i'm pretty excited about it. i'll post pictures when the time comes.
other than that, just living everyday to the best of my ability i guess.
happy holidays everyone. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2008|05:19 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
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| | tegan and sara-burn your life down | ] |
North Carolina was..interesting. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2008|05:31 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
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Me and Nate moved into our apartment like a week or so ago, and I love it, it's in Canton so bye bye Livonia. Nate's back working at Ernesto's and I have two jobs at PY sticks, which is awesome, and trade secret in westland mall. We're a bit busier than normal but I think that's been good for us. I really enjoy living with him, I know moving in with a boy/girlfriend too soon can ruin a relationship fast but we work really well together. He's my best friend and I'm very comfortable here with him. and he leaves me cute love notes next to the bed to wake up to when he has to work early and I'm off, I like those : )
I woke up at 4pm today and I have to work at PY tonight 8-3am. yay for being a sloth! |
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[May. 18th, 2008|07:09 pm] |
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i got a tiny new tat today. that was fun : )
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|02:32 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | acceptance-take cover | ] |
minus the bear in gd rapids was awesome. they played all my favorites, well every song is my favorite, but it was a great show. me and nate had a hilarious drive out there too. the wedding and nate's birthday was last night and that was a blast. I have some pictures to post, so take a look.
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[Apr. 10th, 2008|05:00 pm] |
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| | lil wayne-lollipop | ] |
 
minus the bear in grand rapids on monday,
rehersal dinner thursday,
wedding saturday,
wahooo : ) |
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[Apr. 5th, 2008|01:46 pm] |
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I got my hair done yesterday, I like it : ) |
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[Jan. 21st, 2008|06:13 pm] |
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| | home. | ] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | circa survive-I've been dying to reach you | ] |
I'm getting this 2008 ford fusion tomorrow night in exchange for my 2002 taurus! it has the voice command sync in it so I can call or text through the car and listen to my ipod just by my voice. I am so excited, if you know me you probably know how much I despise the taurus, so this is a big deal, ha. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2007|01:30 pm] |
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| | minus the bear-ice monster | ] |
People are often unreasonable; illogical, and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2007|07:42 pm] |
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| | maria mena-you're the only one | ] |
I forgot to keep this journal friends only.
I deleted some old dumb entries & it's back to friends only.
comment if you want to be added. |
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